I hide here behind a pseudonym. I have another "fluffy" blog for the good stuff in my life, and there's quite a bit, but there are some things that just shouldn't be said in polite company, in the view of critics of how I raise my children, and in earshot of people who already put me on their prayer chains 25+ years ago. This is my fully expressed self. This is my solace. This is where I can send those letters meant to be burned...but you can see them first.